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Skylark86
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Name: Ayla
Country: United States
State: Kentucky
Birthday: 7/2/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Hangin' out with my sista's and roomies, lovin college, livin' life, spendin' time with my Big!!
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
11/5/2002
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| I heaven't written in awhile. So how am I? I'm...fine. And I'm not just saying that. Things could be better, but things could be much worse. I do have one small complaint. So theres this boy, theres always a boy, but last week I decided to forget about him. Today I find out he's coming to Morehead tonight. Come on now, who planned this?? We don't have some big past, I just liked him, and he kinda is an asshole, which is pretty much all I'm attracted to. For some reason it was really hard to get over him. Maybe it was his awesome personality. He's one of those guys everyone warns you about, that he is an awesome friend but not to get in a relationship with him. Well, I'm a dumb girl so I did anyways. So my plan for tonight is to not give into temptation. I am not going to see him. I will spend the night hanging with the girls and wondering what hes doing all night...yeah, good idea.
"Life doesn't have a backspace button, but you don't need one--everything happens for a reason." | | |
| OMG!!! Rent comes out today!!!!! Apparently I have an obsession w/AIDS....but in a good way...wait, there is no good way...anyways.... | | |
| I love the fact that I can xanga, my space and facebook all morning and get payed for it!!! yes! Yeah, so I was in a questionable mood yesterday, verdict is still out why....its nothing anyone has done, its me. I just dunno what about me it is....I'm complicated...whatever...
Last night was a blast!! Clack mountain was a bust, but the Mushroom Mines scared the living piss outta me!!! I kept envisioning all of us dying one by one, and me being the last one (I was the biggest puss) and needless to say it was unnerving. I'm glad I went though, being scared is fun!! I love all me girls and guys so much! yall are great! | | |
| hahahaha!! So I jsut read something really funny, funny in that it is rediculous and stupid people should shut the hell up, but anyways....yeah, I got a work study on campus and
I am sooo pumped!! I can now quit my job and I will actually be in the Head on the weekends!! Yes! I work this and next weekend b/c I'm already on the schedule, but after that, its peace out Rack Room you can burn for all I care! Seriously... | | |
| I have no idea how to write what I'm thinking. On one hand, I need a
change, but on the other, the aspect of my life that is changing is the
one that I desperately need to stay the same. When a person is in
college, their life is a continual turing point. They are an adult, but
not yet completely out on their own and ready for the 'real
world'. They are responsible for their own actions, their grades,
their decisions, but still are under the guidance of their
parents. At this point, my stability is my home, and because of
certain things, I feel my stability is gone. Things are not the same,
and may never be, and the fact that all of this is out of my control
scares me more than anything. The only thing I can depend on and
confide in are my brother, and my friends, thank God in heaven for
them. It is times like these that you realize when everything around
you is crumbling in front of your eyes, there are few who wil be there
to shield you during the disaster, and help you pick up the pieces
after the calm.
"See you and me have a better time than most can dream of, better than
the best, so we can pull on through, whatever tears at us, whatever
holds us down, and if nothing can be done, we'll make the best of whats
around." -DMB
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